Basically, he’ll have children for the sole purpose of not losing her. It sounds as if he’s negotiating his death. The problem? Aside from the obvious, I imagine Nikki, like many women, spent the last year mourning the loss of her relationship thereby emotionally pulling away in an effort to prepare for the inevitable. John’s about-face is therefore a giant mind-fck. John can sense it, and he rightfully asks the obvious question. I actually feel bad for both of them. They need a serious couples therapist. Nikki seems completely unable to articulate her inner monologue. Watch below.